Why so much pain around me?

Geia sas filoi moy.edw eimai palu ksexasmenos apo osa den perimenw na ksexastw...kleismenos mesa se 4 toixous min mporwntas na ksefigw na anoiksw ta ftera mou na petaksw.anarwtieme ksana kai ksana tis teleftaies meres ti na kanw...giati emeina palu edw me skepseis pou ekana ta panta na tis afisw pisw mou.

Einai polu diskolo na stekese dipla apo afton pou agapas min mporwntas na kaneis kati...apla na stekese ekei kai na min mporeis na peis tpt...kathe fora pou antamwnoume tremoun ta podia moy kai h kardia mou xtipa dinata.Ena panemorfo sinaisthima pou h aporipsh distixws se kanei na dakrizeis kai na skeftese...na skeftese pragmata pou de thes...pragmata pou se exoun pligwsei kai sinaixizoun na se pligwnoun mera me ti mera...Pistepsa pws osa eixa afisei tosa xronia pisw moy kapoia stigmh tha mporesw na ta dwsw aploxera se enan monadiko anthrwpo alla ekana lathos...otan kapoios se kanei na xamogelas...kai de milame na gelaseis apla gia na deikseis oti eisai kala...milame gia pragmatiko xamogelo...zwgrafismeno ekei sto proswpo sou kathe wra kai stigmh...otan loipon kapoios to katafernei afto...tote eisai etoimos na tou dwseis ta panta...egine h moussa mou kai me ekane na grapsw tragoudia xaroumena...egine o fylakas aggelos mou kai me ekane na koimame isixos ta vradia...egine to fws se ena skoteino kai apelpismeno kosmo...pws na afiseis enan tetoio anthrwpo na sou fygei? xreiazete na palepseis gi'afton h apla prospatheis na mazepseis ksana ta komatia sou kai na sinaixiseis?pws na ksexasw ti zesth agalia ths?pws na ksexasw ta yperoxa matia ths kai na kanw san na mi sinevei tpt? oxi den mporw na ksexasw....oti aksizei ponaei kai einai diskolo eipan kapote oi PIX LAX kai twra pragmatika katalavainw olh thn enoia aftou tou tragoudiou....ena dakru kila apo ta matia mou kathws grafw kserwntas oti einai apo xara kai apo thlipsh mazi...

akouw th vroxh,gia sena mou milaei.
pws xanese tis nyxtes kapou sto pouthena
ekei pou de milame,gi'agapes matwmenes
kai to fegari xanete mes sthn sinefia
ma de mporw,n'agiksw ta oneira sou
me ti siwph mou xilies lekseis na sou pw
otan o hlios tha papsei n'anatelei....isws tote na papsw na sou lew s'agapw
perpatas sta synnefa mazi me tous aggelous
kai sou xarizw tis agaphs ta ftera
t'asteria twra svisane tha feksei opou na'nai
ksimerwnei t'oneiro mou kai fevgeis makria
ma de mporw n'agiksw ta oneira sou.....
me ti siwph mou xilies lekseis na sou pw
otan o ilios tha papsei n'anetelei isws tote na papsw na sou lew s'agapw
thelw na kanw...ton pono sou tragoudi
na t'akous otan klais kamia fora....
gia na diwxnei h mousikh ta dakria sou
kai me ta logia mou na fevgei h monaksia
Ma de mporw n'agiksw ta oneira sou..........Otan o ilos tha papsei n'anatelei....


Ena tragoudi pou graftike plimirismeno me dakria simera apokta mia allh simasia gia mena...simera afto to tragoudi geniete ksana mesa mou mazi me mia pragmatikh agaph pou omoia ths sta 26 mou xronia den exw ksanazisei....kai oute thelw na zisw ksana....kapou edw tha stamatisw kai simera na grafw.....eis to epanidin