Kalispera...Oi meres pernan grigora kai plisiazei h stigmh pou prepei na parw ti megalh apofash....na fygw makria apo olous kai ola stin prospatheia na vrw ti galhnh mesa mou pou toso anagh exw h na meinw edw kai na palepsw...H zwh me emathe na min to vazw pote sta podia...ws pote omws...?Vithizomai kathe mera mesa se skepseis pou den mporw oute na eksigisw oute kan na katalavw...apo ti mia oloi oi dromoi me odigoun pros tin agalia enos anthrwpou....apo tin allh aftos o anthrwpos niwthw siga siga na me kanei pera kai tote erxontai sto mialo mou anamniseis...anamniseis pou me kanoun na xamogelaw...na pistevw,na elpizw oti nai yparxei xara kai eftixia se afton ton kosmo pou de zitisa na me feroun.geniomaste kai uparxoume se afton ton kosmo gia kapoio skopo.kanoume oneira kai prospathoume na kanoume oti kalitero gia na kataferoume to pan kai to kalitero.egw vrika gia pio skopo irtha edw...vrika ta oneira mou kai to kalitero gia emena.Na fygw makria apo afto h na meinw edw kai na palepsw?Eilikrina den kserw...exw filarakia pou ta latrevw kai tha ekana ta panta gi'aftous...ta panta...eidika gia 1.kserw oti me tin fygh mou tha tin pligwsw kai einai kati pou me diskolevei sto na parw mia ksekatharh apofash.
exw dei kai exw zisei arketa pragmata se afto to makrino taksidi pou vadizw panw sth gh.afth th stigmh gia ena pragma eimai sigouros....mesa se ola afta ta monopatia twn skepsewn mou...mesa stis epiloges pou mou dinontai....oloi oi dromoi odhgoun se enan anthrwpo...se enan anthrwpo pou katafere na alaksei olo mou to einai...otan zeis kapoia diskola pragmata pou se stigmatizoun gia mia oloklirh zwh einai polu diskolo meta na kaneis oneira kai na pisteveis kapou...poso mallon na detheis pragmatika kai na empistefteis kapoion...Den perimena pote na ksanakanw filous mono kai mono giati eniwtha oti den tous xreiazomoun...kai omws ekana....kai tous latrevw olous tous.Den perimena pote oti tha niwsw ksana xaroumenos kai tha mou vgei ena alithino xamogelo ksana....kai omws....egine kai afto...Tyxainei afth pou trella erwteftika kai agapaw na tin niwthw kai san tin kaliterh mou filh...einai diskolo afto alla einai kai o logos pou mas kratise konta.einai o logos pou pragmatika gnwrisame o enas ton allo....arkei ena koitagma sta matia ths gia na dw vatheia mesa stin psixh ths....arkei ena koitagma gia na katalavw ti kai pws niwthei....vlepw ta matia ths kai xanomai se ena kosmo pou itan ksexasmenos gia mena....
Aksizei loipon na paratisw olo afto to sinaisthima kai na fygw?nomizw pws oxi....kserw omws oti oso eimai edw tha mou ginete pio diskolo mera me ti mera...Giati na uparxoun sinaisthimata kai apo tis 2 plevres pistevw kai omws na iparxei kai mia dinamh pou na mas krata xwrista...pios o logos pou niwsame toso konta o enas ston allo otan den ginete na eimaste mazi?ta panta ginontai gia kapoio logo...meta apo olh afth th distixia de nomizw Aftos ekei panw na mou esteile enan aggelo mono kai mono gia na niwsw kati kai meta na mou ton parei makria....kai tote xanomai ksana mesa se skepseis kai fantasiwseis...."ena aggigma.....ena xadi.....kai h ateleiwth tryferotita se olo tis to megaleio pou de gnwrisa pote".....afto einai to elaxisto pou niwthw dipla ths...tosa polla kai toso omorfa sinaisthimata pou den eniwsa pote mou vgenoun twra ola mazi min mporwntas na ta elenksw..min mporwntas na ta sigratisw...alla gi'afto den yparxoun ta sinaisthimata?mesa apo thn anassa ths anasainw k egw....oso POLY kai an akougete einai h alitheia...skeftomai oi den tha tin ksanadw kai pagwnei h anassa mou kai niwthw tin kardia mou na ginete komatia...oso gia tous filous mou...kserw polu kala pws oso makria kai na figw....tha iparxoun panta dipla mou...oso gi'afthn....exw kati diko ths mesa mou pou mou dinei zwh....exw mia kardia pou pleon tis anikei me olh thn enoia...tin niwthw kathe mera dipla mou...niwthw to agigma ths opou kai an stathw...akouw ti fwnh ths na mou milaei gluka....mipws zw mia psevdesthish?an nai as me ksipnisei kapoios...h afiste me na oneirevomai alla min pezete me ta oneira mou....afiste na ta zisw opws thelw egw....:( ena dakri kilaei apo ta matia mou....kai pnigomai me ti skepsh ths....merikes fores apo xara kai merikes alles apo thlipsh...
afta pros to paron.xamogela pou pantote ein'alithina...diatheseis pou den krivoun mistika...kai kapoies dakrismenes xeimwniatikes vradies...apo ekeines pou oneirevese kai klais....axx poso polu thn exw anagh....oute o Theos den kserei....
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