Πέμπτη 11 Ιουνίου 2009

More sadness


heya again.eipa oti de tha mpw pote ksana na grapsw edw mesa alla apo oti fenete de tha to tirisw mias kai polla perasan aftes tis meres.prin mia evdomada kai enw eipa entaksei arxizw na ksanazw...arxizw na oneirevomai....na elpizw....me ksipna h mitera mou to prwi kai mou leei....sikw pethane o Filipakos....den siniditopoihsa ti mou eipe....kai otan katalava...petaxtika panw min mporwntas na antidrasw...to epomeno prwi piga stin khdeia par'olo pou iksera oti tha itan oti xeirotero....katerefsa....koitazw psila ston ourano kai anarwtieme gia akomh mia fora....GIATI? isws einai se ena kalitero meros twra mazi me to giwrgo kai ton mpampa mou alla egw edw emeina monos mou mi mporwntas na sinaixisw allo...2 meres prin fygei makria mas....kathomastan parea eksw apo to spiti mou kai thimomastan ta palia....poso kala pernagame,poso megalwsame....kai meta....se pliroforoun oti afto to paidi pethane kai de tha to ksanadeis pote...kai omws...ton blepw...ton niwthw kathe mera dipla mou...prospathw oles aftes tis meres...palevw mesa mou...eixa ton anthrwpo mou dipla mou na mou dinei kouragio panta me to diko ths ksexwristo tropo alla de mporw...oxi pleon...i give up....kai afth th fora pragmatika einai pera apo kathe mou dinamh....

skeftomai kati pou mou eixan pei kai exei rizwsei vathia mesa mou....An pote aisthantheis ta oneira sou na gkremizontai...oi elpides sou na xanontai...min apelpisteis...Hrwas den einai aftos pou kerdizei mia maxh alla aftos pou krivei ton pono tou pisw apo ena xamogelo kai vadizei mprosta!!min lipitheis pote gia kati pou teleiwse...kai ta triantafylla kseroun pws tha marathoun...kai omws anthizoun!!!
Eixa grapsei gia ena fortio pio prin...epese pleon kai me plakwse...den paei allo...vlepw oti eftase to telos kai tou dikou m proorismou kai metaniwnw gia pragmata pou den prolava pote mou na kanw kai gia kouventes pou den prolava pote mou na pw.

xtes to mesimeri....xtipa to tilefwno sto spiti,apantisa kai akousa ton pappou mou na mou leei klaigwntas na fwnaksw tous allous na pame sto nosokomeio....pethane o aderfos tou....ksespaw kai koitazw psila kai vriskomai na vrizw to Theo...GIATI? giati ola afta? giati twra palu????????????? k omws to palepsa kai katafera na kripsw ta panta mesa mou kai na eimai xamogelastos....itan mia polu ksexwristh mera gia na tin xalasw mexri pou to prwi otan apoxwristika 3 polu simantika atoma gia mena...oloi oi dromoi anti gia to spiti me evgalan sto nekrotafeio...ekei araksa dipla apo to filipako na skeftomai kai na klaiw sa mikro paidaki...Life goes on? eipe kapote o 2pac alla.....life goes on?????????an vreite kai eseis to pws...peite mou

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