It's Been A While

Keep Walking :)

apla tha mpw na xeretisw kapou edw.na pw ena geia se osous stathikan dipla mou...yeah keep walking that lonely path....life goes on opws eipe kai o 2pac...

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me


afierwmeno :)

Moments Stacked forever inside me.....pictures....

11 Septevriou 2001...ksekinisa san mia kathimerinh mera mono pou tha ekana ti voltitsa mou sthn Times Square kai meta tha pigena apo th douleia tou mpampa...kapoios omws eixe antitheth gnwmh apo mena...akoma niwthw ti gh na siete katw apo ths rodes tou taxi...akoma akouw sta aftia mou ekeino ton ekofantiko thorivo....fwnes...kravges kai kosmos na trexei pantou...min mporwntas na katalavw ti exei ginei anoigw thn porta kai vgenw...o taksitzhs na fwnazei mas kanoun epithesh....kosmos panikovlitos na trexei...kai kapoioi alloi girw mou na koitazoun psila....anasikwnw to kefali mou psila kai vlepw ton 1o apo tous 2 didimous purgous pou mexri tote stolizan to nisi tou Manhatan na kegete....vlepw tin Alicia na kathete se mia gwnia tou dromou mi mporontas na vgalei fwnh apo to stoma ths....piga dipla ths kai ti skoudiksa arketes fores mexri na vgei apo to stoma ths h ekshs frash....einai o mpampas sou ekei mesa....

trelathika....emeina ekei kagelo mi mporontas k egw na milisw...min mporwntas oute kan na skeftw....anoikse ksafnika o kosmos katw apo ta podia mou...exasa kathe epafh me ton upoloipo kosmo kai emeina ekei sastismenos na koitazw psila....den to pisteva...elega tis Alicia na kopsei thn plaka...evlepa...oxi den itan pragmatikotita afto....meta apo ligh wra kai eno o ouranos eixe hdh skotiniasei apo tous kapnous...h atmosfaira ginotan oloena kai pio apopniktikh...akougete to teliotiko xtipima...ena deftero aeroplano epese sto WTC t2 vouliazontas olo to Manhatan stin apolith trela....

Perasan 8 oloklira xronia apo tote....xronia diskola me anapodies kai stenoxwries...tha ithela na afierwsw apo edw mesa ston mpampa pou pote den gnwrisa alla toso polu agaphsa to Wish You Were Here twn Pink Floyd opws kai se olous osous xathikan adika ekeinh th frikth mera...Never Forget Never Forgive....einai polla pou tha ithela na grapsw gia ekeinon...einai polla afta pou tha ithela simera na tou pw...polla pou tha ithela na kanw mazi tou...exei figei omws einai makria....telospantwn de tha pw polla..tha prospathisw apla na epiviwsw akomh ena xrono me tis anamniseis ekeinhs ths meras na erxontai kathe mera mesa sto mialo mou


So So you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell
Blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail
A smile from a veil
Do you think you can tell

Did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts
Hot ashes for trees
Hot air for a cool breeze
Cold comfort for change
And did you exchange
A walk in part of a war
For a lead role in cage

HOW I WISH HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE
WE'RE JUST TWO LOST SOULS SWIMMING IN A FISH BOWL
YEAR AFTER YEAR
RUNNING OVER THE SAME OLD GROUND WHAT HAVE WE FOUND
THE SAME OLD FEARS....
WISH YOU WERE HERE.........

LOGIA AGAPHS

Sth zwh mou sinantisa pollous anthrwpous...an thimithw omws kalitera elaxistoi m'agaphsan kai me agapoun pragmatika...an thimithw omws kalitera elaxistoi m'agapisan pragmatika...kai an afisw tin kardia mou na dialeksei isws sto telos vrei mono enan..kai einai aftos pou me dexete opws eimai.etsi konta tou den einai anagh na prospoioume kai na prosexw.mporw na lew oti skeftomai kai ekeinh na katalavenei ta panta gia mena!apo mia vlakeia mou,apo tin alagh ths fwnhs mou..akoma kai apo mia adekseia m kinish...me katalavenei akoma kai otan egw den katalavenw ton idio mou ton eafto....kai afto gemizei tin kardia mou zwsta sinaisthimata...isws telika afth einai h gefsh tis agaphs.eimai sigouros oti mazi ths mporw na kanw ta panta...Na gelame wres me xaza asteia...na milame gia ta pio trela mas oneira.gia ta pio krifa mas mistika...exei ena magiko tropo na alazei th zwh mou!kserei tis stenaxwries mou kai tis kanei mikres...toso da mikres..Kserei tis diskoles meres na tis gemizei me fws...

Against all odds...an unsent letter to my dad

Hello all again…perase arketos kairos apo tin teleftaia fora pou ekana log in gia na grapsw afta pou skeftomai…na’mai loipon meta apo toso kairo na moirazomai ksana mazi sas osa exw mesa sto mialo mou ton teleftaio kairo.
Niwthw olo ton kosmo mou na exei girisei anapoda…ta panta na exoun parei mia periergh kai anarmosth fora kai den kserw pleon ti na kanw.edw kai meres opou kai an stathw vlepw 2 sigekrimena proswpa mprosta mou…skies pou pleon me katadiwkoun apou vrethw kai opou stathw.to 1o….tou mpampa mou…egrapsa ena gramma prin ligo kairo kai tou to esteila…oso periergo kai an akougete…eixa anagh na tou milisw kai na me akousei…evlepa ta eripeia tou dialimenou kosmou mou na me plakwnoun kai den antexa….ton antikriza pantou….

Dear papa.stelnw se esena pou toso ligo gnwrisa.se esena pou me tosh via mou sterisan…exw brethei se adieksodo .den kserw pia poios eimai kai pou vadizw. vlepw to telos mou na plisiazei oxi giati to thelw alla giati...giati den iparxei tpt ma tpt sto opoio mporw na pistepsw...Mou milises prin xronia gia oikogenia...pou einai? giati sta 26 mou xronia na psaxnw na vrw kai na agalinw pliges pou anoixtikan prin kan genithw...einai diskolh h zwh esu mou to eipes...alla par'oles tis diskolies egw ta afisa ola kai irtha na se vrw...de me enoiakse tpt kai akoma kai twra to mono pou thelw einai na erthw na se vrw.MPAMPAAAAAA.....de mou dothike pote h efkairia na se fwnaksw etsi alla....mpampaaaa se exw anagh...thelw mia simboulh...den mporw na ta kratw ola pleon mesa mou...efiges makria mou prin kala kala se gnwrisw...figes makria mou prin kala kala prolavw na sou pw poso anagh se exw.poso anagh exw th simboulh sou....poso anagh eixa apo mikro paidi kapoion na m deiksei ti einai swsto kai ti lathos...giati na se paroun makria mou? giati na min eimai k egw san ola ta paidia....GIATI NA MIN MPORW NA FWNAKSW KAPOION MPAMPAAAAAA?poion na antikrisw? pou na pw ta mistika mou?pou na empisteftw afta pou niwthw afou esu den eisai poia edw? 11 septebrh itan....ekei pou eixa arxisei na se gnwrizw...ekei pou eipa epitelous eimai spiti mou....efiges makria....to onoma sou xaragmeno gia panta mesa mou...oi eikones....den mporw na tis perigrapsw....tromaktikes....pseftikes...kai esy....kai esy na min eisai edw na me simboulepseis ti na kanw....ti na kanw me tin oikogeneia mou...ti na kanw me ton anthrwpo pou agapw....giati me afises?giati na iparxei tosh distixia?koitazw to prin...de leei na ksekolisei apo mesa mou ekeinh h eikona....sou grafw afta pou pote den mou dothike h efkeria na sou pw.s'agapaw mpampa mou....mou leipeis!!! kserw oti eisai ena komati tou ouranou gi'afto kai strefw to vlema mou kathe vradi ekei psila mipws mporesw kai se vrw anamesa sta astra.exeis kai parea ekei panw.na mou prosexeis ta 2 filarakia mou ekei panw...min tous afiseis monous tous tha xathoun...etsi xamenos niwthw k egw edw katw kai h monh mou sintrofia einai oi skepseis mou...giati omws?axx poso dikio eixes otan mou eixes pei na min empisteftw pote kanenan...na min pw pote ta mistika mou se kanenan....einai kakos o kosmos...de thelw na zw mesa se olh afth thn kakia.mpampa mou....peira apofaseis...epraksa metaniwsa xamogelesa kai palu epestrepsa stin idia katastash pou vriskomoun prin kairo...boitheia apo poion na zitisw? giati na einai toso kakos o kosmos? anarwtieme ksana kai ksana...giati na se pligwnoun anthrwpoi pou latreveis? :( mou peiran palu tin empnefsh mou makria...den mporw na kanw afto pou panta latreva toso polu....mpampa...an me akous apo ekei psila pou eisai...could it be my destiny to be lonely eipe o 2pac alla de thelw...fovamai na eimai monos mou thimase? sto eixa pei mia mera sto spiti...me afiseis omws mono mou kai efiges gia ena taksidi xwris na me pareis mazi sou....i so much miss you...wonder if heaven is a better place to live...all i can see is my happy home...that's my fantasy...:( mpampaaaaaaaaa mou....se xreiazomai oso pote. Apo edw katw pou emeina pleon monos mou prospathw na stisw ksana anastima kai na stathw sta podia mou.metaniwnw pou den efyga apo edw pera.kathe mera olo kai pio polu…ma vlepw to idio proswpo kathe mera na mou thimizei tous logous gia tous opoious emeina.logoi pou pleon exoun xathei…etsi apla apo ti mia mera stin allh.den einai para anamniseis…opws toses alles pou exw mesa mou…opws toses pou epi toso kairo prospathousa na thapsw vatheia kai na ksexasw….erxontai twra oles mazi kai me steixiwnoun kathe vradu….what shall I do to get to you and find a way back to your heart…exoun alaksei ta panta ….den kserw pleon….kserw omws oti oti upirxe uparxei….kai den prokeite na svisei kai na xathei pote.akougontas 2pac kai to life goes on kathomai edw na grafw se esena pou pleon sinaixizeis kapou allou…kapou pio omorfa kai irema…kapou opou den iparxei distixia kai thlipsh…kapou pou iparxoun pantou louloudia…hehe thimase poso polu agapaw ta louloudia…?

Ena louloudi sto vytho
(part 1)Ena louloudi sto vytho sou apopse vrika,
ena louloudi pou agapisa san tin kardia pou pote den eixa
skeftomai ta oneira kai tis efxes pou dwsame,
toses agalies kai logia pou pote den ta prodwsame
twra monos mou emeina edw na skeftomai ksana
oneira kai skepseis pou kapote emoiazan toso alithina
Ena louloudi mesa ap’to vytho sou mazepsa
Ena louloudi pou toso polu agaphsa.
(ref) Ena louloudi apopse tha sou ferw,vgalmeno apo tis skepseis mou kai tin kardia mou.
Ena louloudi pou ekopsa kai dipla tiliksa ola ta oneira mou.
Kai an twra monos mou tha kathomai kai oi skepseis de girnane
Kserw kala prospathisa kai as twra allo den koimame
(part2)Ena louloudi emeine na fwnazei t’onoma sou
Ena louloudi pou ekopsa gia sena kai edwsa ston khpo ths kardias sou.
T’onoma sou menei na hxei mes’th siwph mou ,
La8h anepanalipta agizoun pleon to kormi mou
Ma to louloudi egw pote de tha zitisw
Einai diko sou aggele mou twra pia egw den to aksizw.’
Na se prosexei tis kries nyxtes tou xeimwna
Na s’agaliazei otan tha vriskese akoma
Otan tha vriskese se merh makrina,na thimase pws pote den einai arga
Mono na to prosexeis,min to afiseis pote na marathei
Akoma kai ti stigmh pou o ilios tha svisei kai ola tha exoun xathei….Ena louloudi ena louloudi……
(ref)
(part 3) Kapou edw o stixos mou teleiwnei,
Kai to louloudi anthise toso omorfo panw sto xioni
Na gemizei xrwmata ena kataspro topio
Na sou krataei sintrofia otan vrexei kai otan kanei krio
Ston ixo tis vroxhs tha akouw to onoma sou
Tis wrest is ateleiwtes pou eimouna konta sou
Mono na min ksexaseis oti kapou sti Lefkada
Enas trelos s’agapise kai tha’kane ta panta
Enas trelos pou sou’dwse ekeino to louloudi
Pou apo ta perata tis ghs kratouse ena aggeloudi
Eisai esy o aggelos esy kai to louloudi
Na me thimase otan thes mazi me etouto to tragoudi
Kleinw tis portes mou afinw ta oneira mou
Teleiwnw to tragoudi mou sou deinw tin kardia mou
Einai dikia sou kai afth mazi me ta oneira mou
Na se prosexei opou pas, na se krata panta konta mou
Kalhnixta aggele mou kai oneira gluka….
Ekeino to louloudi sou afinw na sou krataei sintrofia
(Ref)
AGAPH…
Yparxei mono mia pragmatikh eftixia sth zwh…. Na AGAPAS kai na SE AGAPOUN…agaph den einai na koitazese me ton allo…alla na koitas MAZI me ton allo sthn idia katefthinsh….agaph einai aplws mia leksh mexri na vrethei aftos h afth pou tha tis dwsei nohma…enas anthrwpos monos tou den einai tipota…dio anthrwpoi omws pou anhkoun o enas ston allo ftiaxnoun mazi enan oloklhro kosmo…Agaph einai mia psixh pou katoikei se dio swmata (ARISTOTELHS) agaph einai na moirazese tis apolafseis kai na enwneis tis psixes…h agaph de vlepei me ta matia alla me thn psixh…to na agapiseis kai na erwtefteis einai efkolo…to na parameineis omws erwtevmenos kai na sinaixizeis na agapas einai oti pio idiaitero…De mporoume na kanoume spoudaia kai megala pragmata mporoume omws na kanoume mikra pragmata me polu megalh agaph…agaph einai na xoreveis akoma kai otan h mousikh exei stamatisei…arkei ena lepto na simpathiseis kapoion h kapoia…mia wra na erwtefteis…kai mia mera na agapiseis…pernei omws mia oloklirh zwh na ksexaseis…h agaph kanei th gh na girizei…peirazei pou ta eniwsa ola afta?  anyway tha stamatisw na grafw edw…cya all soon

More sadness

heya again.eipa oti de tha mpw pote ksana na grapsw edw mesa alla apo oti fenete de tha to tirisw mias kai polla perasan aftes tis meres.prin mia evdomada kai enw eipa entaksei arxizw na ksanazw...arxizw na oneirevomai....na elpizw....me ksipna h mitera mou to prwi kai mou leei....sikw pethane o Filipakos....den siniditopoihsa ti mou eipe....kai otan katalava...petaxtika panw min mporwntas na antidrasw...to epomeno prwi piga stin khdeia par'olo pou iksera oti tha itan oti xeirotero....katerefsa....koitazw psila ston ourano kai anarwtieme gia akomh mia fora....GIATI? isws einai se ena kalitero meros twra mazi me to giwrgo kai ton mpampa mou alla egw edw emeina monos mou mi mporwntas na sinaixisw allo...2 meres prin fygei makria mas....kathomastan parea eksw apo to spiti mou kai thimomastan ta palia....poso kala pernagame,poso megalwsame....kai meta....se pliroforoun oti afto to paidi pethane kai de tha to ksanadeis pote...kai omws...ton blepw...ton niwthw kathe mera dipla mou...prospathw oles aftes tis meres...palevw mesa mou...eixa ton anthrwpo mou dipla mou na mou dinei kouragio panta me to diko ths ksexwristo tropo alla de mporw...oxi pleon...i give up....kai afth th fora pragmatika einai pera apo kathe mou dinamh....

skeftomai kati pou mou eixan pei kai exei rizwsei vathia mesa mou....An pote aisthantheis ta oneira sou na gkremizontai...oi elpides sou na xanontai...min apelpisteis...Hrwas den einai aftos pou kerdizei mia maxh alla aftos pou krivei ton pono tou pisw apo ena xamogelo kai vadizei mprosta!!min lipitheis pote gia kati pou teleiwse...kai ta triantafylla kseroun pws tha marathoun...kai omws anthizoun!!!
Eixa grapsei gia ena fortio pio prin...epese pleon kai me plakwse...den paei allo...vlepw oti eftase to telos kai tou dikou m proorismou kai metaniwnw gia pragmata pou den prolava pote mou na kanw kai gia kouventes pou den prolava pote mou na pw.

xtes to mesimeri....xtipa to tilefwno sto spiti,apantisa kai akousa ton pappou mou na mou leei klaigwntas na fwnaksw tous allous na pame sto nosokomeio....pethane o aderfos tou....ksespaw kai koitazw psila kai vriskomai na vrizw to Theo...GIATI? giati ola afta? giati twra palu????????????? k omws to palepsa kai katafera na kripsw ta panta mesa mou kai na eimai xamogelastos....itan mia polu ksexwristh mera gia na tin xalasw mexri pou to prwi otan apoxwristika 3 polu simantika atoma gia mena...oloi oi dromoi anti gia to spiti me evgalan sto nekrotafeio...ekei araksa dipla apo to filipako na skeftomai kai na klaiw sa mikro paidaki...Life goes on? eipe kapote o 2pac alla.....life goes on?????????an vreite kai eseis to pws...peite mou

Story of the Lonely Moon

kalispera filoi mou.eftase h stigmh na sas dihgithw mia istoria....mia istoria pou prosfata akousa diavasa kai eniwsa oti itan i dikia mou istoria...


Oloi mas exoume anarwtithei kai oloi mas exoume koitaksei psila ton ourano ta vradia kai vlepoume ena fegari mono tou...dixws sintrofia...dixws parea na fwtizei me to fws twn asteriwn....e loipon to fegari kapote den itan mono tou...eixe sintrofia kapote....efuge omws kai katevike sth gh na mazepsei louloudia apo tous pio omorfous khpous...den iksere omws oti de tha mporesei pote na girisei ksana pisw...oti de tha mporesei na akoumpisei to feggari ksana...kai emeine edw katw sth gh monos tou...kserwntas oti de tha vrei thn agaphmenh tou pote ksana....emeine monos kratwntas sto xeri tou ta agapimena tou louloudia...epsakse olo ton kosmo na vrei enan tropo na vrethei konta sto feggaraki ksana alla tpt....ospou mia mera ....to sumpan sinomwtise yper tous kai antamwsan se afto ton kosmo....afisan tin ewniotita kai vrethikan san dio ksenoi edw se enan mikro alla panta magiko kosmo.....kai tote fwtisan ksana ......edw tha teleiwsei afth h mikrh istoria.....sinaixeia avrio...kalh sas nyxta